I love the company I am in! I have been with them for a year now but it does not feel like it. So my upline sucks (im now finding out almost everyone's does)..they are all cliquey and on a power trip, wanting to be at the top and only care about money. And of course I have a different style of connecting with people and doing things, I stick to what rules I know while they bend them because they know how the company works.. (yes I am shy), heck I care more about helping people than I do the money...they have been bossy with telling me how to run my business (when in fact the only person who can control that is me) and my sponsor has gone so far as talking to my customers (that took me a whole year to get after learning how to share the product information with people) and people who were going to sign up under me about joining the company and possibly being one of her customers instead of mine, all of that is against company policy! I called her on the phone and confronted her about this, she ends up putting me on BLAST and shows a side of herself that is just ugly, she even went so far as so say " that is so disrespectful and shady, i have done nothing but try to help you, i don't even know if i want you on my team now!"...She made me really uncomfortable..i know now that that side is her true colors, because she has not done a damn thing to help me, she is flakey, she twists things and words around, she does not listen to people for crap, she tells me to go educate myself on group pages or videos because she is too busy to help me. We have not spoken in over a week now. I know it could be worse. And to be honest, I don't care about my upline's success, I only care about my own and those who are in my downline. I think my sponsor only cares about those who are just as power hungry as she. I would also like to point out that people in the company are not rushed to make it to a certain level in a certain amount of time, everyone has the freedom to move at their own pace and run their business their way. Now since I have been with my sponsor for a year I cannot change sponsors unless I want to leave the company for 6 months-1 year and sign up under someone else, and im not really wanting to do that because my sponsor is a natural talker and I don't want her to get my customers and steal my potential customers....but also, I do not want to stay her level 1 downline and be successful and have her make money off of me because she does not deserve it (I know that sounds awful)..so what should I do in my situation? Should I stay under my sponsor but 'fire' her and distance myself from her and the rest of the team and find new people to work with, or should I just take a break altogether and sign up at a later date under someone new?