The best/worst industry in the world to be involved in is network marketing. The rewards that can be reaped are so bountiful but at the same time getting to those rewards can make you pull your hair out and what little hair you do have left is going to be a light shade of gray at best. I remember when I first learned of this industry, the sleepless nights, the ear to ear smile, eyes, mind and heart filled with BIG DREAMS. I just knew I was going to "kill this thing"........so what happened. Well for one thing I didn't have enough belief in myself to fight my way out of a wet paper sack. My thoughts were negative, and every no just killed me inside. I was taking this way to personal instead of treating it like a business. I was also WAY to scatter brained, and never really stuck to or mastered one way of generating leads at a time. Instead I'd try one thing one time, if it didn't bring immediate results I was off looking for the next magic button. I jumped from company to company not realizing that the answer to my struggles what not a new company but a NEW ME. I drove my wife insane over the course of about 13 years to the point she DID NOT want to hear about another business and looking back I completely understand why. I wasted thousands of dollars on leads and system and everything else you can think of that was supposed to help me make that money. I was so obsessed with making money that all my thoughts all day long revolved around what can I do to make this thing work. I became very depressed because nothing worked. I HAD to take some time off from network marketing to get myself together. I'm so glad that I did because not I am more focused and have learned from my past mistake. I'm taking this bull by the horns now and the only thing that can stop me is ME.